Stepping out of the "BOX"

Hi there. For those wondering about me, I know you all are, here's your chance to know me. I'll be stepping out of the box by next month.

But before I do that, please, don't judge me.

Arguments

Arguments arises. Conflicts ensues.

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Been bothered by the problems just recently, as well as lately. A close friend of mine unexpectedly burst his bottle and came out threatening another close friend. All on teasing. This is the point where you can add the 'WTF' moments. The situation is childish, it's 'high school', it's unprofessional, it's not how friends should be. I feel like I'm babysitting yet again.

As usual, I'll always go on my non-bias and methodological approach to help fix things, like in any legal court cases. After a couple days of gathering more info from both sides and more liaison, things cooled down between the parties. Ugh..

Another is between me and my father. AGAIN! Found out just today he demands 'respect'. No idea what that would really mean, especially for him, but probably wanting me to act more courteous to him as a father. This would mean I'll need to withstand his constant nagging and other demeaning babbles that will come out of his mouth.

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"You are getting fat!"
"You aren't old enough!"
"You are old enough, but not experienced!"
"You don't know what I've been through!"
"You aren't doing anything at home!"
"Go find a job in the newspapers!"
"Go find a wife!"

"She's the one I want you to marry!"
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I don't know if I can suck up my pride like that, but I'll start slow. I'll start saying "Thank You" and those other mannerisms done as for any friendly strangers. Do a bit of deep breathing before any talks with him and agree with what he says, even if the idea sounds stupid to me. See how this will go...

problem problems problems.

I really need to get pets. They don't argue! I wanr dogs! MORE DOGS!

Distance

"Love is not only blind, it has no boundary."

A long distance relationship sounds very exciting, as you get to meet the person of your dreams occasionally, and those few moments of joy and happiness when you both are together bestows sweet memories upon you to cherish.

But, just but...

Would you really trust your partner who stays far away in some other country, state or city? Is he or she telling the truth when they are partying with their friends? Does he or she love you and only you?

We offer you a world of information and the excitement about sustaining long distance relationships... even when your loved one is far away.

Hello

Hello there...

Just want to say HI! :D

More Poems

Okay, I've been inactive for quite some time, and haven't posted any blog since I can't remember. So to cover all those days, here's my post for today, another poem from the heart.

I wrote this peom last month. It just fell out of the blue and words just came out of my mind. Would you believe that the original manuscript of this poem was writen in a tissue paper while I'm sitting on my throne?! Anyway, enough yapping and I think its about time for you to read my poem. :D

Comments please!

Mysterious Memories

From the day I talk to you
I felt something inside
Then I told you
and I’m not kidding aside.

You became very friendly
But I’m so lonely
‘Coz of what I’ve done to you
I’ m afraid that you might know me
And refuse to be friendly.

But now it’s starting to fade away
For I haven’t seen you for some days
Even your sweet voice
I haven’t heard even a single noise.

But I’ll always remember the mem’ries
The laughter and the stories
But I hope the Friendship and memories
Will last forever in mysteries.

Memories

It's been a long time since I smiled.
All my life I'm waiting,
I don't know why I persist doing this
When I can move on and keep going.

But I won't deplore all those days
When I think of you every night.
Even shedding those bloody tears,
And all I need is a hug so tight.

I tried to stay away from you
But never to a point of trying to hate you.
I know I'm being hard on myself
Yet it's the right thing to do.

I started to admire another girl,
And see the rest of the world with her.
But I cannot live a life full of ties,
For I thought it's you even when I grow old.

And suddenly I grew tired.
So helpless that I cried.
I don't want anymore pain
O God, I think I'm going insane !

And finally I realized something -
Life isn't only crying.
To move one, I have to let go.
These feelings of mine for you to grow.

"It's not the end of the world, my dear,"
Mom said to me.
"So get up and dry those tears,
There are so many things around you that
you must see."

Now I hope everything would be fine.
To learn to accept facts and wait for the
right time.
Little by little I'm letting go (I'll try to let go),
Hope it makes me happy to do so (but it would be hard).

To end this poem, I want you to know,
You've been so special to me that it's hard
to let you go.
I know forever in my heart you'll always be here.
but only to remain as a cherished memory.

LIGHT OF MY DAYS, SWEET ANGEL OF MY DREAMS

I used to look at you in the light of a friend,
until that time the light changed.
Now, when I gaze upon you,
I see so much more inside of you,
and I can't help but wonder how this eluded me until now.
You are all that I ever could have wanted and hoped for --
You -- the light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

I see your beautiful face everywhere I go,
I see you in my best dreams,
I see you in the starlit sky up above,
I see you in the faces of complete strangers,
I see you every minute of every day inside my heart.
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

I long to hold you in my arms
and gaze endlessly into your eyes,
just knowing that we are together
and all is perfect and right in the world.
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

Your eyes are those of eternal beauty,
so many shades of tenderness I see in them.
One look and I lose myself in them
and, for a moment, the world seems to stand still.
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

When I am with you,
it seems to me like heaven -
there is no other place in the entire world
I would rather be than by your side.
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

Things seem to be so right
when I am around you, even if only for a moment...
sadness, stress, and anxiety all vanish.
They are but shadows dancing
around the light and warmth of your heart.
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

Your smile is like a sunrise,
with gentle yet familiar rays of warmth
touching my heart like a thousand
sunbeams piercing through a stormy sky.
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

Maybe I will never know what could have been,
whether we could have found the sweetness
of love inside each other's hearts,
or if the idea would have died unsaid on my lips...
Light of my day, sweet angel of my dreams.

Greetings

HAPPY BIRTHDAY