I am really sorry

I am really sorry ching. I really do.

I won't try or rather attempt to contact you any further. I just dont know what to say or do the moment that I'll be hearing your voice once more.

Sorry.

GOODBYE [A repost]

This is just a repost from my previous blog [http://jaefenyoon.blogspot.com]. I just wanted to repost this cause I think this poem is suitable for the feelings I am enduring right now.

GOODBYE

I'm sorry for everything I had said,
the thought of me making you cry repeats in my head.
I'm sorry I can never make you happy,
inside I feel so crappy.
I'm sorry for wasting your time,
wanted to make you have a happy life.
I'm sorry for I have failed,
never do anything right.
I'm sorry that I had to say sorry
I promise my love, my world, my girl, my perfect dark angel,
that I would never say those awful things
what hurts the most is that I broke my promise, made you cry,
most of all my dark angel
I'm sorry that I have to say goodbye.

Tonight will be the night

:D

Elemntary Days

My picture during my elementary days back in the Philippines

hello

hello

SORRY

I'm sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed;
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left;
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that lay beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms;
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now

Still In Love With You

The feelings we shared fell to an end,
But my heart is still here for you to mend,
Sometimes I wish you would just understand,
That I still do and you too still can...

I still remember the time that I miss,
The very moment of our very last kiss,
I have dreams about it in my sleep,
Until this day I can still taste your lips...

When I miss you I can’t sleep tight,
I can hardly make it through the night,
Still crazy about you I do tell,
I don’t know why but can’t break the spell...

Never thought I’d end up this way,
I still miss you and want you to stay,
I’ve said it to you but you just don’t care,
You meant it so cold and it’s just not fair...

When I found out that you already found another,
My heart again sank in deeper,
I tried so hard not to cry,
But tears began clouding my eyes..

I wish you knew what you’ve done wrong,
But you’d only hurt me more so long,
As we’ve gone through this pain before,
I know you would only again, say no...

Feeling that you’re always inside of me,
I just can’t set myself free,
But after long I learned to see,
That things, were never meant to be...

This poem was from a friend and thought it would be nice to post it here. :D