Been a while

Its been a while since I last posted something here in my blog. So here I am, typing everything that's in my mind.

Aside from being a proud soon-to-be papa, I am very much in the process of learning to love Carole. She's so sweet, kind and caring that everyman would want for a wife.

The other night, the two of us talk at her apartment at Buckingham Gate, Westminster. Its was a serious one cause we've talked about our relationship. I know that she's not into other guys, cause she already told me that when our parents agreed about the marriage, she was, somewhat, excited and pleased cause she admitted that she liked me even before we were just friends. So there's no problem on her part.

Obviously, its me who hasn't been into her. I really didn't feel anything for her from the start. I've been very honest with my feelings the moment I learned about the agreement. She said that she can't equal the love Ching gave me. Nor she can't expect the same love I gave to Ching, but at least its worth the try.

We tried living together for six months in China, then we finally decided to finally separate to continue our studies. I went to Switzerland while she went to London. Though were not in the same school or country, at least we're in the same continent.

At first I thought I can live with it. It was a good thing for me back then. But only weeks after we separated, I must admit, I started to miss her. Then It turned to weeks and months, and with each passing day, I am starting to miss her more and more. Until the time came that I can't help it and I followed her to London two months ago.

There, we spent the whole week together. We visited places that we wanted to visit. We went to Kings Cross Station, then at Buckingham and a few more. We spent quality time with each other. That was the first time that I really enjoyed spending my time with her. Eventhough there's this dull moments that we were really silent, it feels like those silence already mean a year of conversation. It feels like we had talked so much about ourselves and finally, got the chance to fully understand each other.

Then, that was the time that we had finally explored each other, if you know what I mean. Anyway, I won't tell you the details, but surely, it was a night to remember. ;)

From then on, I must say that I really had fallen for her.

Or so I thought. Everything was okay, not until that Ching came back into the picture.