This Life Really Sucks!

Well, I don't know. I'm trying to push her away from me but everytime I do so, it feels like I'm just fooling myself and making myself believe that I don't feel anything for her.

But the truth is, I STILL LOVE HER! I love her more than anything in the world!

Please help me convince myself that we're just friends. Nothing more, nothing less! Please, help me!

I's Sick

I'm sick. And I mean really sick. Its been two days now, and I think I'm not doing okay. I really don't know how I got this but I think its due to the weather. Its been freezing here. I'm still trying to adjust.

Body Temperature Record:
Day 1 -
5:00 am - 38.0 C
9:00 am - 38.0 C
1:00 pm - 38.9 C
5:00 pm - 38.6 C
9:00 pm - 39.4 C

Day 2 -
1:00 am - 39.6 C
5:00 am - 38.9 C
9:00 am - 39.2 C
1:00 pm - 38.9 C

PRO-JEKGEM?

Ouch

We're okay now

We are friends. Thats for sure. No more, no less.

Its been a while since my last blog post. I was so busy that i had a fever last week due to severe cold. Now, I'm back.

So, what happened during the past few weeks?

I had a fever (I think I already said that? :D), and i was bed ridden for at least two days. Good thing I have Simone here with me and he took good care of me.

I passed my basic subjects and hopefully I would be able to pass the first term.

I have a new FACEBOOK account (yey).

Now, about my new Facebook Account, I really didn't plan to have an account but my batchmates is so annoying that I have no choice but to make one.

Now, while filling up my profile, one question made me stop and think as to what should I write. The question reads: Relationship Status.

Whoa, come to think of it! My first option was "Complicated" but then I decided to just place "In a Relationship". Then there's a follow up question: "With whom?". Bingo, X marks the spot! Without anything in mind, I immediately placed her name! And that was the biggest mistake I did!

When I clicked Save, I didn't noticed that it will send a so-called "Relationship Status Invitation" or something to the person whom you asnwered as the person where you have a relationship.

By that time, we were already Chatting when she told me that she received the invitation. I was dumb-founded and didn't know what to say. I just told her to cancel in but she said that its okay. She neither canceled it nor approved it.

Well, I just hope she'll approve it! :D

What else, thinking, thinking, thinking.

Oh, I'll be visiting my batchmates hopefully at the end of the term. I'm sure by then, it would be safe for the planes to travel!

Oh and Jae Ha will visit me next week! Horah!

:D