Its been a while since the last time that I wrote a blog.
I lost interest the moment that I bid her farewell. It was a good show! I played my role so perfectly that no one, not even the closest friend of my brother, noticed that all of it were just lies.
I just hope I'll be able to stand my ground and survive this lies, lies that causes my life to slowly die because of loneliness and sadness.
She's everything I want, but at the same time, she's everything I can't have. I bound to marry some other woman, I would like to object and follow my heart but I'm destined, or should I say, trapped, to some old fashioned tradition! I'll be marrying someone I barely know and whom I don't even love.
The one I truly love is back in the Philippines. Dying. Crying. In pain because her beloved died due to a severe allergy!
What a crap!
I'm dead, or so she / they, believed.
And so, I'm completely nothing, extinct in the real world.
allow me to welcome you all... into the world of OBLIVION!
